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2009-04-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH.

SUPPPPPPPPPP BLOGGER!

I FEEL LIKE USING BLOGGER AGAIN.

=P

2009-01-15T20:09:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
SORRY for MIA-ing so long dudes and dudettes. It's been a while since I blogged/surfed the net... I feel so freaking awkward now. Hehehe.

Anyway, I still do not have a comp at home. BUT don't worry! I'LL BE BACK SOON!!!!!!!!!!!! Cuz I'm getting a laptop in like 1 week or 2 weeks time. hehehehe.

P.S: I'm Not Dead Yet
*singing to the song Children of Bodom's Are You Dead Yet?* Lol.

BYE. I'LL BE BACK. WAIT FOR ME.

LOVE YOU ALL :D

2008-10-03T20:30:00.002+08:00

BE BACK AFTER O'LEVEL!

Like yay, there's comp to use at home already ^^
But not gonna blog anymore till after 12 November :)

ALL THE BEST TO ALL!
ESPECIALLY CLOSE FRIENDS AND 4E2(!!) :'D

2008-08-16T11:51:00.002+08:00

Days without computer access at home IS WONDERFUL.

TRULY, VERY WONDERFUL. Note the sarcasm.

Anyway, I didn't get a B3 nor an A for my MT O'level. bitch k la someone here got c6 so shut the hell up =p OH,THE WORDS IN ITALIC IS WRITTEN BY CLARE. hee.

A B4 to me is a good enough man. hahahaha! But anyway, yeah I'm retaking it. Oooh wth I've gotten a distinction for the oral. LAUGH OUT LOUD MAN.

F&N part b is finally done! woo! Still have part A to edit.....sigh. :(

Till another time then!

Remember! No computer access at home is fun! ^^

2008-08-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

Err yeah so my comp crashed. Wtf man it's a new comp yet its "immunity system against virus" stinks. Hahaha ya ya it may be because of me watching too many porn =.=

nah, just kidding.

Well I think it's because of STUPID SHIT ASS M.S.N. It's full of virus, I tell ya.
Will get comp repaired soon. NEVER am I gonna download msn again.
Or maybe it's because of Internet Explorer? Lol anyway used the comp in school before? SAFARI IS COOL MAN. Maybe shall download that server

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3 more prep papers to go.
Preps this year stink like what.
It's like a sudden boom in my life man. Get it??????????
Caught unprepared and blah blah. Jannah! Buck up for prelims man! And yes, the o.

K so nowadays I feel so lazy to hang out and chill with friends. LOL
...so I'm sorry if I were to be like "the frog in the well" -- one who does not know anything about the current updates of someone/certain people. Or if I ever show any one of you a blank /"stionk" face. HAH.

Does me NOT going for grad night matter a lot?
Because I think people should not force me to go la. I rather stay at home hahaha :D

Till next time~

wheeee asterickkkk,hearts

2008-07-24T11:48:00.002+08:00

SORRY for making the blog private, for nothing :)

There's like something really f. wrong with the comp at home.
Yeah I can't use it much so, can't blog much too. lol
Anyway Preps are around the corner! Stress :(

On a short hiatus now. Will blog once in a while.

is this a sign of "sunshine after rain"?

2008-07-17T17:10:00.003+08:00

Obsessions 8)

Drawing sucks I know sorry la.

HEEEEEHEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEE
Talk more about them tomorrow or something.

So anyway, YOU! PLEASE READ BELOW.

I WONDER why in the world SOME GIRLS like to jeopardise my friendships with other boys? :( Errr like it happened many times already what the fish right? Is it them who love to ruin my friendship with the other sexes, or is it just me who suck at treasuring friendships?

Scenario:
Girl Y likes Boy X. Boy X doesn't really care about Girl Y. Boy X and Girl Z (both are friends of Girl Y) click off well. Girl Y isn't happy about it (obvious reason: FREAKING JEALOUS OF GIRL Z). Thus Girl Y told Boy X that Girl Z likes him. (so that the boy will kind of avoid the girl. WTF MAN??) In actual fact, yes Girl Z likes him BUT AS A FRIEND not more than that what. Since then Boy X tries to stop talking to Girl Z to prevent any further implications O.O

Bottomline: Girl Y is definitely a minor bitch. I mean wtf is she thinking COOKING UP A TOTAL UNTRUE STORY. Like now the guy thinks that Girl Z likes him, which is not true. And it's like YES it's "ruining" the friendship. haha IMO.

OKAY YA FINE the "Girl Z" above is Me. hahahah

I don't know seh why girls don't like me talking/being (close/good) friends with certain boys. I mean even if you like any of the guys, then so what right? You have no rights to jeopardise any of my frienships with them what. Totally ridiculous siol. lol. Go and die la whatever me can't be bothered by your immaturity.
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Still, I ain't a flirt -______-

2008-07-15T20:44:00.003+08:00

O' MT LC was simple BUT TRICKY. hmm

Anyway I've been feeling so depressed over something lately. Every time I think about It, I'll cry. I just teared just now. I pray for him to get well SOON AND FAST before I go to sleep every night. In school, my mind is constantly being preoccupied with nasty and terrible thoughts of him dying. I don't want to lose you.

And besides that, I've yet to fret over Prelims. It's in 2 weeks time, you have got to be joking me right! I've not started any revision for it. Ha ha ha, damn big joke. Errr O level is in around 2 months time.... oh my god.

Many tests in a week equates to craziness.
Remedials/extra classes too :(

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Rumours = stupid shits that aren't even true half the time
"Rumour-mongers" or gossipmongers should die die die. Sounds a bit mean but oh well.

Why the weather here is so unpredictable!! Sidetracked, haha lol whatever

And so once again, someone is occupying my mind. It's tiring to try to get that particular someone out of the head. Because you meant so much to me. Life's not fair at all because it took just ONE person to ruin us.

LALALA stop being "emo" man!! heheeeeee

P.S: JBJC FOR-EVAH! haha!

2008-07-13T15:42:00.007+08:00

BAD NEWS!: I've calf strain which means the same as Torn Calf Muscle. I think it's because I've suffered a night cramp/Leg Cramp while sleeping yesterday, and then despite that, I still went running/jogging with W. *standing ovation*

The horror man, the horror.
I can't walk properly, let alone brisk walking. And jogging. And running.

I've strained my hamstrings, quadiceps and adductors too.

BUT maybe it's all in my head. Yeah my imagination.
STILL! It's good to be prepared for the worst.

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If you want to talk then just talk la. Be a man and do the right thing, which is, TALK.

I'm a blur O.o
I wasted 2 bucks on the wrong guitar string. HAHAHA!
But anyway the 1st string is out of stock. And they don't sell picks. what the...

THINGS TO GET END OF THIS YEAR:
- story books/book series (I saw many great reads at Popular, Westmall. I want them all grrr)
- electric guitar full kit (still considering what model and brand. lol)
- more x360 games (like ninja gaiden 2, rock band, guitar hero 4, resident evil 5, silent hill 5, etc)
- errr, more?

Need to start studying already!!! Brush up!!! Buck up!!!!

WOOOO and I've made up my mind: I'm Not Going For Prom/Grad Nite :)
Ask me why ask me why!!! haha

2008-07-09T19:54:00.007+08:00

READ, YOU BETTER READ

not supposed to be blogging but whtv. :3

ahhh there are days where everything seems so fine yet there are other days where everything just don't go the way you want them to. i won't say my life is like the so-cliched 'rollercoaster ride' but i must say that it's like a hot air balloon :)

life...currently...is on-the-top. if you get what i mean.
everything looks so fine up here. (translated: things are okay/blissful now)
however, as you all know, balloons that go up in the air will definitely meet some obstacles along the way.
i.e like how birds will just come flying at the balloon

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you know what "fogs" and "hazes" are, don't you?
yeah i feel that at times, i am being smokescreened by them
by "THEM" (fog/haze), i mean FRIENDS
and by "SMOKESCREENED", i mean friends who create opportunities and chances to block my way of doing things
i.e they take any chances to influence/psycho/brainwash me to do something that i should not be doing.

YOU DON'T GEDDIT RIGHT!!! HAHA NEBERRR-MINDDD
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN!!

at times i feel as though certain friends are not helping but they are harming other people instead :/ (not as in, physical harm) NOOOO OFFENCE but i strongly think they should put a stop to it. it's time to pull up your socks already people! why are you still dragging and roping others into your forsaken life-of-bullshit? no offence again

like whoever says,
friends are there for you everytime (it's a bit illogical actually. hmmm)
there are different kinds of friends. there are good ones, bad ones, rabak ones, true ones, whateverrr. friends or not-friends, i think it's best for ME to guard myself against them. (it's guard, not "pit myself against".) you may never know.....................they might do something behind your back which can just lead you to your failure.

so nuruljhss, stop being a blur cock

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN ("ham"burger dude LOL)
someone was so mean that he/she had the heart to turn his/her back against me :( but you're forgiven anyway. Are You Still Upset With Me? i'm no longer mad at you heehehehe just fyi.

2008-07-07T18:36:00.004+08:00

I kids central-ed my day away today. muaaa haaa haaa
Man what is the thing about you guys associating kids central with "childishness"?
It's not childish. Nor are the programmes. Grow up you losers. Apparently you're just jealous that you cannot appreciate the essence of "kids fun" and "kids interesting". Everything to you people is "childish". Seriously, pull yourselves together and see the light at the end of the tunnel!!

I'M NOT MAKING SENSE.
WHATEVER.

girl, i don't like the way you type/blog/talk. you're typing/blogging/talking the same way as I do!!!! WTF GET YOUR OWN STYLE YOU SCUMBAG

2008-07-06T22:49:00.005+08:00

me went running/training with atiqah today :)

And it was at bukit gombak stadium!
I've no idea why others insist on going to clementi's? whatever
Running at 8 a.m was a mistake actually. We should have run at 6 or 7 a.m. hehe

It was erm, terribly hot around 8 ++. I was burnt. aahh joking.
Okay so it was a bit productive. hahahaha my stamina and speed dropped like crazy

There's running with (blank) tomorrow at clementi stadium.
The only reason why I'm not going there is because it's far. HAHAHA.
I mean for someone who is "a frog in the well", like me, I've no idea how to get there. SERIOUSLY...
But anyway maybe I'll be going. Or maybe not. We'll see. heeee

ASTERICK *!!!
WHERE ARE YOU?!?!
so near yet so far :(

2008-07-06T04:24:00.004+08:00

originally by The Strokes.

MAKE SURE YOU READ EVERYTHING

HI HI HI HI!!!
It's 4:19 am ++ in the morning now! WOOOO I don't feel sleepy at all ^^

Guess what I'm doing now! Typing (duh) and DOWNLOADING POWER RANGERS SONGS!!!!
HEHE! Talk more about that in the next post, hopefully.

Did I mention that we had a session of rollerblading during p.e lesson? I didn't, did I? haha ok anyway, I'm glad I still know how to skate (it's in my blood. hahahaha -.-) but skills have gone rusty :( This reminds me... I need to get a new pair of skates. The pair that's been lying in the shoe rack doesn't fit anymore boo.

Anyway on FRIDAY, we had youth day celebration!
We had lessons but they were "slacky" ahaha so yep I had fun
The presentation, video and performances were entertaining. Kept laughing with classmates, especially the boys behind. SO-LMAO -___-
And must thank Ms toh for the mcdonald treat for the class! I think it must have cost her 90 over bucks. whoa thanks still! :)

After school ate at Kfc with Atiqah, with her treating me. heeee thank you.
Then Keefe joined in. We talked about many stuffs ^^ including that bugger Ms Swan grr O.O
At one point of time, I suddenly felt that time is moving really fast and it won't wait for no one. That's sad cos firstly, o'level is scary and secondly, the time spent with friends is shortening. Hmm ok this isn't the time to be writing about this... ahaha..

Went to the library, with the intention to disturb Wai kit and Arjun actually. Haha but we didn't la. Only WWK was there, the other guy ciao already. We had more crappy talks. And I forgot how to say "monster" in japanese!! lol.

Went home together after that. OoOohh there was this group of ang mohs! They were tourists I think, touring around westmall and bukit batok O_O That's weird if you ask me. haha I mean....what......??.... bukit.......batok......cough. nebbberrrmind. So it looked like we 3 were stalking them(!!!) heee but we did not. And I thought of following them hahahaha cos they were in my area omg i'm damn kpo right? but of course, I did not -.-

On SATURDAY, went to school with Jia wen. To do what? MATHS
Scream what the fxck please. Haha ok I'm trying to change my habit of hating math.
Need to learn to love it. Love math, c'mon people, love maths with me.
Planning to study with J.W on Monday (WOO NO SCHOOL!) at Mac. We'll see...

LATER at 8 am, I've to go to Bt. Gombak to meet my boyfriend.
It's been a while since we meet, I missed him so :'(
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Relax I was just jokkkking.
But the going to gombak at EIGHT A.M is true. haha

BYE

2008-07-04T22:23:00.001+08:00

LAZY TO BLOG.
blog some time later, or tomorrow -_-

2008-07-02T18:12:00.001+08:00

HAR-LOW.
Been a while since I blogged :/

The blogging drive is sort of fading,
can see that it's SLOWLY MAKING WAY for the studying drive
BUT can feel that my brain is gonna burst soon -___-

Nowadays, school is totally tiring me out like f-damnit.
When I reach home, I'll immediately lie flat on the bed and will sleep like a dead log all the way from afternoon till night.
After that, will have late dinner and watch t.v.
Studying and revising will be like sooo delayed. hmm

I know I should forgo t.v. and computer,
but do you have any idea what it's like to face books and notes all day WITHOUT having breaks? It's sickening -- lol DUHH

Anyways, I can concur that some people, some fictional people and certain songs can be my motivators. BIG HUGE THANKS to all :D

To that some people: Forgive me for being slow-minded :( Things don't get diffused to my brain that quick, unlike you all's. HAHA but thanks, hope to work with you guys until the O is over :)

To that fictional people: Although you people aren't real, it doesn't matter. Reality/non-fiction sometimes suck haha. Thanks, for being the best fictional people/characters. Please continue to push me further :)

To that certain songs: Many thanks to the composers, editors, performers and what nots for producing great songs which can . HAHA :)

I'm being crappy and retarded, sorry about that.

OH LOL read from some blog that a couple, girl aged 14 and boy aged 15, was caught having sex in the school's boys' toilet. Wtf eww? So unromantic. hahahaha

May blog later. Or maybe not
I need to de-stress. haha

2008-06-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

okay.

2008-06-28T16:02:00.004+08:00

THE KITTENS ARE GONE THE KITTENS ARE GONE THE KITTENS ARE GONE THE KITTENS ARE GONE THE KITTENS ARE GONE THE KITTENS ARE GONE THE KITTENS ARE GONE

At 4.01 PM

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2008-06-28T13:07:00.010+08:00

Mum today greeted me in the morning when I woke up with a
"Kakak! Ade orang nak amek baby baby!" (meaning: there's someone who wants to take away the kittens!) wa piang eh it's like I want to avoid this day yet... I can't. Fated already ah that the kittens are not gonna be with me till the end of time?

So I immediately cried on the spot. ='(
It upsets me so much 'cos no one in the house is as EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED to them as I am. =( Because I was there for the mother when she gave birth to them. Because I was the first one to touch both of them. And etc. lol

K so I braced myself and told myself that it'll be alright.
The person's name is Andy (hahaha i was like eh? andy? my classmate ah? LOL. no lah.). Hope he'll take good care of them and love them whole-heartedly as much as I do.

Gonna miss you two so much!

Mum said "Nevermind. we still have other cats and maybe the mother will give birth again"
One, of course I love them all la. If ALL of them were to be given away, confirm I'll commit suicide. seriously. Two, each and every one of them IS different and unique. They have different personalities and whatnots. So it'll never be the same.

People in the house don't understand me.

HAHAHAHA. K enough I'll burst into tears again if I go on...........

What's left now is memories and the door is always open for you both to come back. (:

2008-06-27T20:26:00.003+08:00

school's been alright, quite fun and interesting actually :)
haha it depends la cos sometimes i can't help it but to feel bored :P
what only.

germany vs spain in the finals!!! ahhh the event i've been anticipating for :D haha feel so nervous for both teams, meehehe. all the best to you guys!! *LOL*

mt o'level oral was not smooth-sailing but i think i did so-so? haha
the topic was on something we got tested BEFORE in one of our school's oral exam. like what the............?? hahahah cool right? -____- but anyway, what's done is done. malay is so not my forte anyway

today was fun siol. not gonna elaborate any further. certain people should know why HAHA!

i've drawn up a time-table for revision already ^^ (should have done it earlier, grr) gonna follow it religiously from tonight onwards!

by the way W.S!! if you're reading this, CAN WANIE AND I CONSULT YOU FOR E-MATH? :DDD haha that time you were sooo enthu in offering your help ok, remember anot!?! haha hehe -_- i don't even think he'll read :( ...haha...

will post again later!

2008-06-23T22:16:00.004+08:00

P/s: The cat in the previous post is not my cat lah aiyo

SCHOOL WAS BORING,BUT I SURVIVED IT.

My eyes were barely opened today. It looked like I didn't bathe *hahaha* but I did!!
See my deep dark circles and eye bags grrrr :/
I didn't sleep laaaaaa last night hahaha cos I was busy watching soccer match and was rejoicing together with Spain! KEKEKE.

So yeah Germany, Turkey, Russia and Spain got through! woowee
I'll have like 2-3 days to catch up on my sleep so that I'll be geared up to watch the quarter-finals. muahaha

We had phototaking just now. SUPER SHIT I tell you. haha I mean I know I looked like shit. Hmm who gives a shit.

We had a nice assembly............really very motivating =.=
Ahaha and the kittens pix were so so so so damn adorable. Heee just like my kitties and cats
HAHAHAHA

Roti john with butter + kaya is so love

Currently I'm reading the book "Bloom" by Elizabeth Scott. It's a damn interesting book. I'll be like "awwww-ing" over every page. Hahaha k lah not as in, literally. hehehehee

I hate hate hate hate hate (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) school!!!!!!!!!!
I really hate it like fffffck.

Won't update often anymore!
Forcing myself to come online only on Fridays-Sundays.
haha so see ya (:

hardtogetoveritandespecially,overyou

2008-06-20T15:15:00.004+08:00

I have nothing to post actually. I mean even if I want to blog about something, you people won't even give a damn hehehe so I've made up my mind not to blog about anything.
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but who cares

Firstly, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO BRO!!!! XD
May you shrink. Haha I hate the fact that he's taller than me by 1 or 2 cm, or maybe we're of the same height. Whatever it is, I hope you'll shrink. haha

WOOOOOOO
First Euro semi-final match is down, 3 more to go!!! Ahh soon it'll be the quarters and then final, and then no more soccer :( I mean there are other kinds of event/league or something but I prefer to watch those big huge kind of events you know? Like Epl, Uefa euro, World cup or yeah something like that. hah. I like soccer I love soccer

Why is it that I'm still not feeling the URGENCY for o'level? Hahaha seriously man, I am so f__ked. I've many assignments still undone. lol but it doesn't really matter man cos there's a LIMIT to everything.

If I can't complete them, then I won't complete them.
You can't force me. No you can't. Yes baby, nooo youuu can'ttt
Which part of "can't/cannot" you don't/do not understand?

I bet I can finish S.S, English and E.math after this.
Then I'll rush through A.math (seems impossible to complete this particular assignment. haha.) and Physics. whatever

SO YES, BYE

2008-06-17T10:35:00.004+08:00

"your momma is so dumb that when i asked her for her

name, she replied "you ask me,i ask who!!"

LOLLLLL

gonna stop updating very often after this post.

iwantpancakes

2008-06-17T09:26:00.006+08:00

"your momma is so dumb that when i asked her for her

name, she replied "you ask me, i ask who!"

LMAO

and wuuuu I did MATH just now, so surprising -.-
School is starting soon, oh the boredom

1) WONDERING HOW COME GIRLS NOWADAYS ARE DESPERATE FOR LOVE? seriously do you girls crave/yearn for love that much? haha bitches!!! i'm sorry but i'm so damn against girls who are SO desperate for love. man they are SO desperate that they are willing to sound any uncle by the roadside for stead. yes that serious, that desperate. so guys/boys, please don't EVER give in to these desperados

2) WONDERING HOW COME PEOPLE ARE CONSTANTLY CHANGING BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS LIKE HOW THEY CHANGE THEIR CLOTHES OFTEN? oh you get kicks from doing so is it? i see i see!! i find those (especially girls) who have SO MANY ex are so pathetic. oh ya so many ex-bf = you very chio/popular/hot/cute? whatever? in my opinion, you look like a wild boar!

3) if a BGR fails already, then just build a bridge and GET OVER IT!

4) AND MAN I HATE THOSE WHO BREAK UP ALREADY AND PATCH BACK. super fish annoying. if you break up already then break up already la. whats up with patching up. by the way temporary separation is NOT the same as a (permanent) break up

...yet again, why must I care about love and bgr? hahaha * (K) i hear someone's complaining heee (L)*

k so random ah this post.

i.want.pancakessss

2008-06-16T01:08:00.004+08:00

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO AYAH!!!!

love you very much =DDD

that was yesterday.

hmm I think celebrations for all sort of occasions (family members' birthdays, parents' anni, cats birthdays, mother/father day..etc) have been like sort of budget this year and previous years. Don't worry family and cats, next year and the following years won't be budget ok? haha =)

Soccer matches will start at 2.45 am later, haiz I'm blogging to kill time
And chatting with someone over the phone too :) hehe i'm so grateful -_-

Depression is sinking in and it's not because of studies/school/o level or whatever
It's because............. :'( :'( i don't want to say goodbye, sigh
I'll reveal it when the time comes

It's been a while since I post song or music video in entries,

E.S! WOO!

2008-06-14T13:49:00.009+08:00

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YES I wrote like a huge block of rantings but I decided that being mean will get me nowhere. I should be a good girl with good manners with good attitude and let those bad people pass through me. I'm gonna make myself permeable, I'll allow you bad people pass through me easily ok? he.he.he

Bro said he wanna work part-time with his friend at the you know PC show? haha too bad they didn't register themselves on time....................wtf. If not he can maybe earn money and give some of it to me. HAHA kiddingzz

Helped Mum with the cooking just now. We'll be having sweet n' sour fish today (finally! after so long. heh heh).

I'm still trying to figure out how to light the sheesha. Yeah I'm reading some random instructions on the net. .....................
O.K i get no balls of what they say. Will ask parents for help later..........haha yay I'm gonna smoke sheesha at night later, anyone wanna join in?! HAHA, NOT.

Eh you all got watch Euro or not?!?! LOOOOSERRRS SIA YOU PEOPLE HAHA
The euro journey has been one of a hell an exhilarating ride man! Haha there are like exciting/no climax/so-so matches and waaa so many shocks!!!!

kay bye me boyfriend is calling me (:

far away from you

2008-06-13T02:01:00.002+08:00

haha random pic of a baby siberian white tiger, cute meoww roarrr

Shall blog a bit while waiting for the second Euro match to start later hehe.

I wonder why people nowadays are SO JUDGEMENTAL?
Really, you should be ashamed of yourself. Instead of trying to JUGDE me by the way I do things, why not you rilek at one corner and do some soul-searching?
What's your problem with me? i've no problem with you f.y.i.
And btw stop treating the people around you like your dogs. They ain't animals and even if they were dogs, they won't even be willing to 'serve' you. You don't deserve their loyalty. haha you amused me a lot

Yay, feeling a bit relieved after writing the above chunk.
I know blogs are spaces that the public can read and I should not be blogging about personal stuffs. Who cares yeah.

My future looks so uncertained, all of a sudden :/

Alright the next match is starting soon!

2:30 AM

2008-06-11T17:02:00.002+08:00

-.-

Heh heh seriously I can juggle my time well now. hope this continues till o'level
It's like I watch t.v a lot but then, I still can find time to do homework and revise

I am so cool

not.

Time is really running short don't you think?
Like half of the year is almost gone. I'm also growing old, ageing...

hehe.

People say I've no life cos I prefer staying at home to going out. Zzz
What's the problem with staying at home? My parents give me freedom to go out with whoever I want, but I choose to stay instead. Why is this so?...because staying at home is fun ^^
I rather get wasted at home that at outside.

Friends also always ask me out for study outings/dates but I find it dumb -_- no offence
For me, I can't study as a group. I rather do it individually... unless, i've doubts to clear or something. Ok la actually it depends on da mood

hah.

I find this post so ultra random.

yay soccer fever. hehehehe lol

k bye k bye k bye

2008-06-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

HI HI HI HI HI ~~

Been busy occupying myself with T.V programmes!!!
heee I don't know why you people are wasting your goddamn time on the computer. haha

So as you all know (or don't know. goodness!!!), UEFA EURO 08 STARTED ON SATURDAY! This event is a big thing yeah, like World cup cos it happens in every 4 years too. hahah so yep been staying up to watch all the matches so far :DD yaaa call me abnormal or whatever. And EPL TROPHY WAS IN SINGAPORE just now! but I didn't go...... :(

I've been trying to complete my homework too. So far so good :) a few more to go..

Oh ya anyway yesterday received a sms from someone. I broke my promise. LOL. Because i promised myself to stop talking to him, but I replied....so talking to him = breaking my promise. My fault. haha.

While watching last night's 11.45pm match, someone else called! HAHA ok la actually I told him to call (in a JOKING way.)... didn't expect him to take my words seriously. It was embarassing ahhh because c'mon man, when you're in the middle of watching soccer matches, you're bound to shout and yell and curse right?!? Haha sorry ah if you are turning deaf :P And the call lasted for 2 solid hours. sheesh but thanks (:

k byeee. not gonna blog often anymore, but i'll still blog! hehe
please continue to drop me tags :D *sounds so despo-ish.lol*

xoxo

2008-06-07T00:32:00.009+08:00

Alright I can't stop thinking about that dream. I need/want someone to tell me that it was just a dream and it's not real. Just a mere stinking dream but deep inside I hope it'll come true somehow. hehe yeah whatever

Ok I've this feeling that some people may think that my parents spoil me and my bro too much.

YOU

better stop commenting on my parents. They NEVER spoil us at all. Yes they, especially my dad, always give in to us. They give us whatever they want, provided there are valid reasons or maybe sometimes they just need persuasion. but you don't know the other sides of them. They can be very strict and firm but we're used to it. I talk back most of the times and sometimes we'll have cold wars among us. That's common. I mean I don't believe there aren't any fights/quarrels/arguements in every household righttt. man I just love my family lah and i pity those who don't have a happy family. no offence ~_~

My kittens are kee-yoot =D
hehe

2 more Supernatural episodes and Season 2 will end. I'm slow i know, i've not been catching up! I'm planning to save money and buy Seasons 1, 2, 3 dvds! I'm still in search for gumball machines woo. And I'm also planning to buy the original arsenal Home jersey. c'mon mannn $$$$

BETTER START STUDYING AND DO

HOMEWORK ALREADY!!!

Thanks Aishah, Brudder, Mum and Dad for the wake up call. haha :DD

2008-06-06T18:55:00.002+08:00

eh i just realised that my blog has been made into somekind of a "transportation to other blogs". geddit?

example:

i link someone A's blog.

someone B doesn't have someone A's link.

someone B visit someone A's BLOG THROUGH MY BLOG.

AND THAT PARTIALLY SUCKS BECAUSE APPARENTLY SOMEONE IS ACCUSING ME OF VISITING HER BLOG SO MANY TIMES W/O TAGGING. im not as crazy as some people. i only visit people's blog at most, 2 - 3 times in one day. not more than 5. you nasty little bitch

i dreamt something today. it felt so real... i was taken aback by it.
i cried. i was touched.

2008-06-06T00:39:00.005+08:00

I WILL GET ONE OF THIS ^ NO MATTER WHAT >:(
so cute right! haha

So anywayz!

Bro came back just now, or you can call it yesterday (thursday) ^^
Me Mum Dad paid a visit to the airport again..hahaha
He bought many stuffs! Even though they're mini and not those big big stuffs, it's still nice and thoughtful of him!..since he's not the type who buys things hahaha :DD

He bought keychains of really unique designs, Body shop perfume which is really sweet-smelling and the bottle is cute hee, medium-sized dragon figurine and toy car which has sweets inside, adorable soft toys, volcano/lava rocks and a pair of shoes which looks so mega sleek. AHAHAHA and also, photographs of volcanoes and atomic bomb. LOL

[edit] He bought Sasuke peanut sweets too!! [/edited]

He wanted to buy the sword/gun, liverpool original jersey, Psp and x360 games which are region-free BUT he was low on budget. SEE! BLAME MUM AND DAD FOR NOT GIVING YOU ENOUGH MONEY TO SPEND! HAHAHAHA seriously people, it's always a wise thing to do to bring HUGE amount of money if you ever go overseas.

We had late lunch at B.K after that.

Yeah so in the taxi, I asked Bro about his experiences in Jap and how he felt taking an airplane flight for the first time. Damn him ah, I've never been on a aeroplane yet ah so he was showing off. LIKE WHATEVAA. haha jk

blah

YES DAD, YOU SHOULD TOTALLY BUY NINJA GAIDEN 2! EVERYONE'S PLAYING IT ALREADY MAN! hehe

bye~

2008-06-04T22:47:00.011+08:00

Won't it be better and nicer if Reality interwines with sprinkles of Fairytale?

You may think otherwise, but I know life would be better that way...

2008-06-04T18:37:00.004+08:00

Brudder is coming back tomorrow ^^
Mum is gonna boil sweet potatoes (PURPLE) for me ^^
Dad bought a new game ^^
I'm done with yet another holiday ass. ^^

HAHA! BYE!

my dear, it did occur to me that you'd feel hurt
but i still went on and forced myself to leave you behind
you shoved disappointment right in my face
i couldn't bear to stay and see what else you'd do next...

2008-06-04T15:08:00.003+08:00

1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah... you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys... you're a HOE)

2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

6. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

7. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

8. Guys get jealous easily.

9. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

10. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?! uh... never mind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

11. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

12. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

13. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

14. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

15. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

16. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

17. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

18. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

19. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

20. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

21. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

22. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

23. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

24. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

25. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

26. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

HAHAHAHAHAHA WAA TRUE -.-

_

Oh and btw I did something stupid today. I thought there was no food and hence,

I LITERALLY STARVED MYSELF FROM MORNING TILL NOW!

DO YOU KNOW HOW F-KING HUNGRY I AM RIGHT NOW!!

DO YOU!!!!!

Just a few seconds ago, Mum came back and I asked her nicely "GOT BUY FOOD??"
She gave me a reply which totally makes me wanna stab myself in the heart with a knife.

"Got tuna in the cabinat mah. Got bread somemore..."

TO THINK I ACTUALLY STARVE MYSELF, THINKING THERE'S NO FOOD WHEREAS THERE IS FOOD.

TO THINK I ACTUALLY WAITED AND HOPED MUM COMES BACK WITH FOOD.

hahhh this is random. -.-

2008-06-03T20:31:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Don't you like the feeling where you keep visiting other people's blog (especially those with STAT COUNTER/NUFFNANG/COUNTER HITS) but then you don't tag because you w'na see their reaction back? K I don't make sense do I? lawl nevermind :}

So ah-hem, to those who think I'm annoying cos I keep visiting your blog but don't tag, I AM SORRY. ME IS SORRY... I can't help it. Haha. you also never tag me what. sheesh -.- Alright, this is me being petty and selfish -.- I don't make sense again right! HAHA

Nowadays I've been spouting nonsense la. So it's ok if you're done reading my post and you'll go "What The F.ck Did Jannah Just Blog About!?" Hey I say, it's o.k.a.y. You're just pathetic,that's all. hahaha

boredom.

2008-06-03T12:49:00.013+08:00

sad face.

I have like a pile of work to do and I feel so zZzZzZz just by looking at them. haha. Yesterday was sort of a "Let's Get Wasted" day! HAR HAR. Didn't do any homework or revision (WHAT A SIN!) and watched t.v/play games instead. lolol.

Alright..
I need to catch up on several t.v shows!!!!!!!! >:(
Like Supernatural (Season 1 to 3. Wheee Jensen Ackles! Dean! haha), Bones 1 and 2, Prison break 1 to 3, Early Edition, C.S.I, Family guy, AND ETC!!!!

The Price Is Right and Wheel of Fortune today! Or tomorrow?! hehe i miss these 2 game shows..
_

I'm back to using Nuffnang -.- JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT! haha

brainfreeze.

2008-06-01T03:26:00.004+08:00

You know it's like 3.30 IN THE MORNING RIGHT NOW and I just came back from outside. !!!! don't ask me where I've gone to.
P.S: Dad and Mum didn't know that and if they did, they'll blast at me for sure. haha

why did you blardy highlight this! haha dumb
I'm bored and hungry, and most definately not sleepy.
Because I woke up at 6 PM just now. What the, yes really, what the.

One holiday ass. down, more to go! Even though I've completed one, I still don't feel 'the' sense of achievement or whatever. This is because I know I'll revert back to feeling demoralised when I look at the other papers... alright,that is so f.cked up. hmm

I.AM.HUNGRY as always. This is so me right, feeling hungry 24/7
waaa i really needa life

2008-05-31T02:08:00.009+08:00

BON VOYAGE TO YOU S.CKER!

HEHE, HAVE FUN IN JAPAN! :]

Will miss you for sure, just don't come back being all kawaiiizzxx alright. haha
Bring back something for me leh ok. lolol

BY THE WAY! HOPE THOSE PEOPLE ON INCENTIVE TRIP WILL ENJOY THEMSELVES! lol :]

I.LOOK.FUGLY.AS.USUAL.
please puke, you are free to do so :x

somehow, i look fat!? haha

the TYPICAL mirror-reflection camwhorez LOL!

We took A TAXI, instead of a bus or mrt. ^^
And the fare was 20$ ++ -.- hah.

THIS IS THE 3RD TIME I STEPPED INTO THE AIRPORT.
First time in Terminal 3... hehe Imma noob la ok. >_<
The place looks so nice and pretty. haha. To think we actually got lost in the midst of trying to find a suitable place to dine. At last we ate at Wangs! whee tasty toast breads.

AND OMG TELL YOU SOMETHING AH!
M (brother's friend from other school. and they actually became good friends thru' x360 live.) actually came all the way from Pasir ris (quite near ah actually) to send brother off! Like woah~ it's totally unexpected ah. Then Bro said, "because we are brother love!" haha reminds me of sister lurppex. LOL

Dad carrying one of Bro's backpack. The bag is heavy... saya tidak terangkat beg tersebut (translate it to english yourself la if you want.) haha. But serious, backpack is always better than luggage bag in my opinion. :O

Dad. -.- lmao ahaha
Didn't manage to get a pic of Mum! lawl

Btw look at the places...so empty. Haha. It was like around 8 plus like that.
But it got crowded after that hahaha.

very 'sleek'. haha

O.K fine. I didn't bother taking many photos la cos I was busy laughing and entertaining dunno-what. But nevermind ^^ Will take more photos when we fetch bro back next week. haha

Cadbury chocs! LOOK AT THE UNIQUE DIFFERENT RARE (i guess?) FLAVAS!!
Haha actually there's 4! but gave one away to M (remember? bro's friend i mentioned just now.) I've yet to try them haha but for sure I'm gna love the peppermint's! BUT JANNAH!!! REMEMBER TO EAT THEM SPARINGLY!! Chocs are heaty btw, lol

Bought a drink from Coffee bean.
THEY BLARDY DON'T HAVE THE LYCHEE DRINK LOR. WTH HTW. So I bought the vanilla drink, which blardy have the coffee taste. --disgust :x

I forgot to take a polaroid shot of bro with mum & dad! sheesh -.-

OH YA I was a bit pissed off with Mum. Haha I wanted to take a pic of the changi tower (? -.-) with the handphone. YET she said "why not take with your cam (polaroid)?" She wanted to try taking a shot with it. I was really hesitant at first b'cos confirm she doesn't know how to use one lor. hahahaha in the end, the film developed and could not see a thing ah!!!! WASTED THAT ONE FILM SIA. grrr "you better pay me $2++ for wasting my film!!" was what I told her. HEHE

^^ but nah, I'm not that calculative.
Photography (-.-) is like an experiment yknow. First-timers are always like that.
I won't blame her. hehe wheee. Besides, I have many more films to go... why get sad over that wasted one. LOL

Back home! HAHA ain't sleeping tonight because I feel so hyper right now.
Better get started on my homework. Goodnite people :]

2008-05-29T20:36:00.001+08:00

''Acceptance is what holds us here
And you my dear are the one I fear tonight
We'll try just one more time"

I'm Content With Losing.

I feel like getting my tongue pierced and get a smiley piercing too. Add in an eyebrow piercing too. Anyone? Any comments or advice? haha ^^

I find poking myself with any sharp object...helps to relieve stress. It's tolerable. HAH, okay maybe there's something very wrong with me. O.O

Weee I feel like sleeping sleeping sleeping forever forebba...
You know when you sleep, you're like almost-dead. It's good that way, cos that way I won't be able to think about stuffs.

Not cheerful posts = emo? EMO? EMO?!?!?!

NOOO. Haha Hazzy, I'm not emo. :] HEHE. It's just that my mind is currently in a whirl...can't think properly...many things are occupying it... LOL

Back to studying... (seriously bored!)

2008-05-29T19:31:00.000+08:00

changed skin,again.

haha peace :D

i hate the fact that you are waiting for the right moment to strike.

2008-05-28T14:25:00.004+08:00

The purpose of me going to school is totally g.o.n.e.
Like where's the purpose when things "taught" in class refuse to even get diffused into the brain!
My mind is tired. My body is tired. Extremely exhausted, both physically and mentally. I'll never be active anymore, even with ample rest.

I feel that I rot a lot in school. It's like a goddamn routine y'see.
- wake up, bathe, breakfast, outz
- reach school, stone, assemble
- lessons, double stone, lessons, triple stone
- home
ya.

It's a-might-as-well I stay at home. It's better to relax at home and do my own things instead of having stoning sessions in school. It's boring. I feel bored...

I feel friends are all like so busy with their own stuffs nowadays.
To tell you the truth, I'm even scared to talk to them. To ask them to accompany me go here and there. haha I sound like a loser right. I feel like a fxcken small child. Meh that's not the point. It's just that... I don't know who they are anymore and that's a very sad thing don't you think so.

IN EVEN-BETTER CASES, there are some who treat me like a (insert word). What a bunch of scumbags. heh.
Nowadays I've been hanging around people aimlessly. I don't even know what's my aim when I'm there. Haha all I ever did is to just shrug and say don't-know. Or walk away.

Sleeping in class is never a good way to shut myself out from the world, I realised. lol
_

I'm always in dilemmas... I'm always in states of denial...
I feel sick, don't you guys feel sick too?.??.???.

I know we're inseparable.

cakes

2008-05-27T22:27:00.002+08:00

Eh I don't like it when family have problems or whatever, yet they don't share it with me. :( I'm part of the family too you know. Maybe it's ain't a "big deal" to fill me in, but I've the right to know so that I can share the pain :) We'll face problems together as one ok, so don't keep things from me anymore...

Well like this applies to friends too. MOST OF THE TIMES, I don't really care what's going around me. It's kind of, when people have/find the need to inform me things then ya like okay tell me then. If not, I don't even care anyway. Yet somehow, there are just times that you can't stand it when friends aren't telling you certain stuffs. Infos may be important or redundant, but that doesn't matter to me. All I want is... just the truths and facts. Treat me like a friend and not just a trash which you pick up from somewhere and put it back into the bin. -.-

Hahaha don't worry people! I'm fine, there's nothing wrong with me! :] I just feel that sometimes, I'm getting all these "insecurities". I don't like the feeling. yalah yalah whatever~ haha~
_

Pets are really very very very very cute/adorable/comel/kawaii! HEHE ^_^
I love moi pets very much. They make great confidantes. You can talk about anything under the sun to them and all they can ever reply is: by looking back at you and make noises. Haha. It's sweet.

Brother is going away to Japan this Friday. He'll be there for a week I guess. Aww gonna miss him so much. We are gonna send him off! Haha it's been a while since I stepped into the airport. Good flight timing ah -- 1 AM. =.=
_

Honour and Passion at 11 later! And Bones II after that.
hehe meanwhile, why not start on a bit of revision and a bit of maths? -grins-

Dumb childish people

2008-05-27T13:56:00.006+08:00

Yesterday's post was a half-lie. I'm actually confident :] but it's mixed feeling though. hah.

I think I over-react a lot and I'm one of those people who have the tendency to blog about "everythingaboutmylife". People get sick of it, ME TOO. hehe. ^.^ so I'm gonna make a change...

I assume most of us have gotten back our result book already? haha, I'm ~~depressed~~ (NOT)! I've yet to catch a glimpse of mine. dunno why but this time round, I feel neither eager nor excited to know my results. -.- hehe quack.

First day of structure programme today was... (blank).
I felt so bored in class AND IRRITATED TOO. By the two wonderful guys on my right and left HAHA

I'm ALWAYS deprived from food. That's abnormality, fyi.

THANKS, ICE ♥

Misery is just a state of mind

2008-05-26T15:11:00.005+08:00

Haha THANKS!!!!!!!! :) :D
even though it's over already heh heh ;] lubbz
_

AS MUCH AS I WANNA THINK I CAN GET AN A FOR M.T, I don't think I can :'(
You see, M.T has never been my best subject. It's either I borderline-pass it, or borderline-fail it. haha.

The 2 papers just now were not bad actually but I've a bad feeling about my 'imbuhan' section. Hah I think I'm gna get a zero for that one whole page. geez I don't know what grade I'm landing myself onto.

BUT IT'S OVER ANYWAY! so let's not brood over it. O.O
but I badly wna drop drop droppp malay, with an A.

The only thing that worries me is the disappointment I'll get at the end of it, after hoping so much. K does that make sense? NO? whatever. And also, I'm afraid to let my parents down. Sheesh and also the way Aishah wrote *the above dedication* is like so... sigh. I'm worrying like crazy hehehe.

HAHAHAHA over already la so shuddup la jannah

BUT SERIOUSLY EH, IBU AYAH AISHAH MS ZAN & (WHOEVER ELSE), don't place succcch high hopes on me. I'm a hopeless fag when it comes to malay. haha. :(

But anyway right, yesterday I stayed up ALL NIGHT to cramp malay shitzz into the brain. Now I'm tired Zzz, but I don't intend to sleep. hahahahaah

K I'm hungry!

I want to study/revise but I don't know where to start?

2008-05-24T00:45:00.001+08:00

I'm over with blogging about my daily life routine. It's boring and dull, and it's disgusting. Right? yes, right. :]

Look at the time, it's 12++ midnight.

Counting down to the no. of hours left till Brother's arrival back home, in one piece. hehe ^^
Although I find him a pain in the arse at times, I still miss him. c'mon la, every sister loves her brother right. haha. oooo gosh,this sis-bro thing reminds me of something LOL :(
_

Have you ever encounter CRAMPS IN THE LEG(S) while you're sleeping? No? Whatever, I know I DO. IT SUCKS so much to have leg cramps while you're sleeping. It's irritating to wake up in the middle of what-time and try to massage and relieve the leg(s). Hate the feeling so much lah. It's been bugging me for weeks already. hah, okay it's exaggerated -.-

( http://www.patient.co.uk/showdoc/23068794/ )

"night cramps"
_

It's effing damn warm right now. Just what's the rain's goddamn problem! ahaha k this sucks, me is having stomachache. I've had it since an hour ago and it just won't go away. And the super-damn-warm temperature ain't helping either.

Eaten too many durians = stomachache?
In that case, kill me la for eating too many durians just now :/

blog more again later. apparently, i can't sleeppp.

2008-05-23T20:48:00.004+08:00

POSTINGS!

From Tuesday to Friday (today), we graduating students had this thing called PREP EXAMS AND INTENSIVE PROGRAMMES. HAHA.

Hmm malay lessons aren't that sucky afterall. It's fun when you have fun people to lame with. MUAHAHA so yeah I'm glad that Ms Zan placed me behind Tiara and Hassan (waa pocky-supplier. haha.) and beside Zakir. LOL

Put aside the lessons,
let's welcome the gossipings, the "food delight", the stories-shared, the making-noise, the bubbles-blowing (haha today!), the sarcasms-flying-here-and-there, the condemn-ations and that's about it. HAHAHAHA

WOOO not forgetting the constant hanging outzz with Atiqah, Dan and Wanie. HEHE!! XD Mehhh finally got to talk and did catching-ups (-.-) with FIONA! hehe :D man I can't believe you're no longer hardcore-st*lking anymore :( HAHA!

ooo ya, just now Jonathan (or J.D. haha) talked about what Mdm _ told his mum. HAHAHA!!! It was real funny, but won't go into details. Mubin was like so (!!!!) haha!! Because he marked my paper anyhow. HUGE marking ticks and crosses, etc. grr haha. I noticed Yasser doing some praying sort-of-action. HAHA it was weird :O and you should have seen the paiseh-ed expression on his face when I caught him doing it. HAHA LOL

Today was Parents' Meeting Day and I kinda told my mum the wrong info. That suxxx because it ended up in me making appointment with Ms Toh on an another day. Which is when? 7th JUNE. MY GAWD. sheesh I think I'm gonna change the appointment to next week. lol

:/ talking about next week...
There's the deadline for F&N BLARDY SHIATE COURSEWORK!!! I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT 0_0 and the long-awaited (=.=) MT O'level!!!! Tensed up? Nervous? Anxiety? Perasaan ghairah? haha gna study real,real,real hard for it man.

BLOG MORE LATER!

haha i know -.-
it's like 'whatthaf? why am i still blogging at this period of time."

Never in my life have I regretted being friends with someone.
You are the first to make me feel that way ^^! Congrats!

2008-05-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

i got tired after studying a lot of malay. hehe, sheesh? O.o

gawd. i don't know man but i think life is great yet unfair at the same time.

scenes from the past are still haunting me for idk what reasons? :/ but good thing is that they're not driving me up the wall, yet. but something just suddenly dawns on to me, am i like having this instinct that someone wants...........(fill the blank)? hahaha okay la maybe it's just the wishful thinking part of mine :P but to whom it may concern, it's okay to open up and be frank! cos you may never know whether i may consider taking you back or not. HAHAHAHAHA

the way i wrote is like...
me having a ex-bf like that. -_____- BUT IT'S NOT. LOL.
_

yeah i realised that i yakked a lot of things in the blog back then.
haha those posts never fail to tickle me. nope, i've never regretted publishing them...

nowadays i find it very gooooooood to go back home early!!
yep i'll be doing that every day. hehehe. don't know why, but i find it a waste of time to hang out with friends nowadays. HAHA! OKAY LA KIDDING!! -slaps mouth :)- no matter what happens, i still love you people a lot.

and oh boy, i'm despising you more and more each day
if it's your ego that you care a lot, then might as well you.......
i don't think you are anymore close to the term "cool" GTH

2008-05-22T18:19:00.005+08:00

YAY HI.

I blardy survived the from-Tuesday's-till-today (OKAY there is still 1 more day to go! tomorrow!)

MOTHER TONGUE INTENSIVE PROGS.

blog more tomorrow.

2008-05-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

MOOOOOOOOOOO

2008-05-21T20:25:00.002+08:00

I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT *RUBBER DUCKIE* (heh heh :D) ONCE TOLD ME :

"IT'S TRUE WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT RUMOURS-NOT-BEING-TRUE" (or so. I think Duckie said something like that! heh)

What I'm trying to say is that I'm sick of hearing other people talking bad things about other people. why? Because those bad things/comments that were said ARE ALL EXAGGERATED! like gosh... I don't mind if whatever they say are true y'know. But what hurts me is that all of them are like so exaggerated ; no wonder they all sound so far-fetched. Damn are you guys like what???? Trying to rope me into your worlds of "let's hate that person together"?

BUT WHAT A HAHA, IT'S AN IRONY RIGHT. Because me myself talk and gossip about people :P But from today onwards, I've vowed not to do it again cos mainly it takes up a lot of memory byte in the brain. It wastes my breath and saliva, and it drains off my energy. hehe :) But don't let this "vow" trick you, cos I can anytime break it and resume back to my bad habit of ill-speaking people ^^ YEAH SO DON'T TRY TO BE FUNNY AND TRY TO STEP ON MY TOES AND STEP ALL OVER MY HEAD.

Another one of those pointless posts...

2008-05-21T17:49:00.006+08:00

I have no freaking idea why it'sTHAT hard for THIS PARTICULAR SOMEONE to let the past go?! Like hey laaaa, everything is like in the past already. It's history; why are you still acting like a childish kid who still clings on to the past! Or is it you are feeling sore because I d- you? For crying out loud please, why the hell did you d- him? LIKE DUH YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO D- HIM AT ALL. Because he doesn't know anything and he doesn't have anything to do with whatever that has happened in the past. lol. Your attitude suck but if you beg to differ, please prove it to me. GOSH YOU.ARE.A.FREAK, if you don't mind me saying it :)

hehehehehehe ^^
i feel so evil but a-a-h-h, this is just what i need!! A BREAK!
a break from everything.

Anyway, MT intensive shitzzzz does suck!! HAHA maybe because I HATE MALAY and that's why I feel it sucks. What is more(!), the weather is damn annoying! But LUCKILY the people around me are fun-to-talk-with people so okay.. crapping with them kills time. XD haha

Brother is away for camp for 4 days =((((

2008-05-19T19:25:00.005+08:00

GOSH!!! I think the 'term' "You are my saviour" is misused.
yeah get a life people. you don't go around saying "i love you. you're MY saviour!!!! *throws coffetti in the air!*"...freely. -_____- setakat tolong sikit jer dah dianggap sbagai "saviour" omg get a freakkkking life will you. ???.

How do you balance PERSONAL LIFE and OUTSIDE LIFE (i.e. social circle? rofl.)
hahaha i don't know man but sometimes you just have this tiny winy feeling that some are being a tad too "over". meaning; they have crossed the "please stand behind the yellow line." GEDDITIIITITITIT?!?!? it's like apa hal seh kau ni nak sebok sebok pasal hal-ehwal aku. nak jaga tepi kain orang jer. you should just mind your own freaking business laaa. so please people, it's okay to be kpo/inquisitive but it's never okay to be toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo "i care a lot about you,hun" LAUGH.
_

hee. sorry if this post has wasted a few sec/min of your life.
it's pointless i know :P
so why do you even bother reading it. :P :P

:) i have to score an A for O'level MT

2008-05-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

LONG POST! Don't read if you don't feel like it k.
'Cause it may just bore you to death lawl

1. Yay I think we'll be getting Ninja Gaiden 2 and Rock Band!!! Hahahahaha Ryu Hayabusa, we will meet again ;) and I so wanna be the drummer and crash the drums. wakakaka. TIME TO SAVE MONEY! ;D and of course laaaa, need to save money for other stuffs. ^.^ yak~

2. The feeling of dissatisfied-ness (no such word right. lol) when something is not achieved after long hours of working feverishly for it is absolutely uncalled for. IN LAYMAN TERMS, working hard for something = still cannot achieve what you want ---- is bullshit. Where's the logic behind that huh. haha =/

See... I've been working hard and slogging my guts out to/for what? TO achieve what I want and FOR the rewards at the end of it. But somehow somehowww, the outcome(s) of it are so agonising and traumatising that I'm afraid and feel embarassed to live my chin up high and face reality. Face it, the lives that all of us lead are harsh and cruel. "Justice has long arms" (or something like that -.-)? yeah right hahaa.

After years and years of observation (finally T.T), I've finally know the REAL hidden meaning behind "never say die; don't give up". Ridiculous isn't it... to say there's 'hidden meaning' behind it? heh. But in any case, I found out that I've done a lot of "giving ups" on not only myself, but also on school, cca and friends. Perhaps THIS is the ripe time to ditch that old bad habit and start anew.

So Jannah, don't give up.
If you ever feel like losing it and giving up on yourself/studies, remember to grab and hold on to the faith and hope that family and cousins (chey!! haha) have placed in you ^_^
AND visualise the sweet,happy ending of the whole hysterical rollercoaster ride at the end of it.

YA I'M MOTIVATING MYSELF
YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?

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The battle has already started (ok fake. it started since sec 1 actually. haha)
and it's up to me to determine the verdict at the end :)

let's all cast aside the friends and boyfriend, for now
hahahahaha (what the hell.)
_

you want my sympathy, i hear?
good! i'll throw it in your face now!
remember to catch it! (SHOWS F*CK FACE)

2008-05-17T19:41:00.003+08:00

Yohoho people, the next game on the list that I wna get issss; Ninja Gaiden 2!!
Heh heh Daddy's been talking about wanting to get the pre-order card omg please get it before 25th May. haha. yay i so love x360's games ~~

Haha I know my hormones are screwed up :P
_

I did things which are PRODUCTIVE today, except for the morning bit. Hehe played games the moment I woke up and bathed and...

Did some workkk today; like reading books and learnt new words/phrases, search for ways how to improve on Malay(!!!), and did some both Sciences and both Maths. Gosh I realised that it's "okay" if I don't pass A-Math (okay kidding. -.-) but it's NEVER okay NOT to pass E-Math. man I've been getting comments like "WHATTTT. YOU FAILED YOUR EMATH!!!?!?!" ya ya my foundation is totally weak.

Busu came with Cik Kikin today! Did I mention to you people that BROTHER IS GOING AWAY ON THE TRIP TO JAPAN ON THE (i forgot what's the date)?! waaaa so totally going to be boring without him.

NG2! Here I come for you ^^

2008-05-17T16:53:00.000+08:00

Drowning myself with heaps and heaps of (L)

2008-05-16T19:53:00.004+08:00

My mind is forever filled with want-to-have-fun-only shitz, like what I told Jia Wen. I don't know how to get rid of them >:(

So I look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life
Has fallen from my arms?

School today was shorrrt. I guess school is never dull (I THINK! BUT IT STILL SUCK) because there tend to be interesting and funny events that'll happen. haha I love my class. But now, feeling-sleepy is the IN thing. I've been falling asleep in class. Haha I know classmates notice it o.O

I was caught off-guard by Lekshmi yesterday!!! ARGH she better keep it to herself =O Haha because she said she wanted to ask me something and when she turned behind, she saw something-which-wasn't-meant-for-her-to-see. I feel so embarrased now, thinking about it hahaha ^^

Yesterday's F&N lesson in comp. lab was funny. Something went "LAN JIAO!" hahaha it got the whole class laughing, even Mdm Phoo. LAWL the lan jiao thingy came from Kiat Lun's computer =.=
_

The new kittens' eyes are slowly opening ^-^ haha very cute
I think the mother cat is a very cheeky mum tsk tsk.

Over 300 times?! HAHA confirm her vyjajay sags already

2008-05-15T18:34:00.007+08:00

There are people WHO BRAG and people WHO ACT AS THOUGH THEY DON'T DO WELL. And you know what?!? I think I prefer braggarts~

I don't mind people who show-off and boast their marks to other people (who doesn't! i do it everytime whenever i get good marks :B) BUT I mind those who, let's say, already got bloody good damnit marks...and yet(!) still have the cheek to say "i've got lousy marks!" FXCK OFF OK if you people don't like your marks then why not you 'donate' them to me! It beats than you whining over it. aahh crazy-in-the-head type of people T.T

Ok so yes MT O'level is in 11 days time!
Just why is my malay language so horrendous despite me being a pure malay and what's more i talk mostly malay at home!

nite.

Please Ignore This
And damn it's been a while since I checked that gggguyuyuyuy out hahahaha
I don't care; I'm gna talk about you to brother hahahahaha talk talkkkk :O

2008-05-14T22:35:00.011+08:00

OKAY YA I REALISED THAT THE PREVIOUS POST WAS FUGLY (because

it sounded so depressing and stuffs lalala) HAHAHAHAHAHA;

HAPPY POSTS FROM NOW ON!

treasure (:

2008-05-14T20:48:00.006+08:00

Tuesday:

Group 1 had our o'level cooking practical after school and mine turned out nice. hah I think so? oooohh I w'na make banana spring rolls again! hehe 'cause they're nice. Went home and played my condemned 2 hahahaha finally bought it. And after that, I stoned while watching tv (doesn't make sense? i know) and went all emo-tic. Argh!! Ugly results!!! =@

Today:

Am still feeling very depressed over the results. Gosh I don't think my CA1 will help me a lot hah. Ya shut up about "it's ONLY mid-year"...like whatever ok. This is the FIRST time I didn't manage to get any A1s, A2s, B3s and B4s. FXCKKIT. So I can foresee that my position in class will flop like hell and my L1R4 (don't even talk about "R5) will be like of a huge number. HAH I reckon it's g'na be more than 30. Asswipe!

Anyway, to have lessons after exams is so T_T.
"No pain, no gain" -- I'll stick to this cause it's true ain't it. You'll only feel the pain IF you work hard. If you're not feeling any pain at all and still feel very relaxed, you know you're not working hard enough. And it's so definitely obvious that I'm not feeling the pain at all...bad... I'm g'na stick to these too -- "MYE is one way to check whether you are prepared for O'level or not" and "If you cannot do the questions now, confirm you'll not know how to do them in O's" haha

And thanks to Leuven too for the tips! ahaha hope they'll help.

But guys, don't you think it's dumb to just say things but never do it? So Jannah, please bear in mind that "Actions Speak Louder Than Words". Don't just say "i w'na score well" but don't do anything before that. Haha self-motivating -.- And ya I think I need to change my studying methods too!!! Another pointer: Sleep early.

OKAY so this is a rather long post. Thanks if you read everything. haha I know it's a bit "emo" lawl
:)

2008-05-12T17:04:00.003+08:00

get away from me

Am back from school and I'm sleepy like shit.

Went to Grandma's place yesterday and hehe, miss them miss them. Okay so at 5+ or something, I fell asleep on the dining table. Total unglam grr. After that, me bro mum went to Causeway without dad cos he went home first (aper jer. haha). The mall was damn packed like crap ahh I hate crowded places -- scary. Haha. So the main motive was to search for my Condemned 2. Wah lao eh the shops there all super budget can. lol. Then saw a full e.guitar kit hehe so pretty.

Then we dine-d at Banquet (i think that's the name -.- hah). Crowded ass place haizz.

Reached home around 9.45pm, just in time to catch the soccer matches. haha. Watched Arsenal's one and kept switching to Man Utd's so that I could curse those devils to lose. Then switched to Chelsea's to cheer them on. But in the f- end, those loserzz Man U won. SO LIKE CRAP. Haha.

Ok so I was darn sad because one, the league has ended and The Gunners is not the champ and two, didn't manage to find my Condemned 2. f.
_

Today, we checked our first 5 papers. Mine were MT, EL, E-math, A-math and Chem. HEART ACHES! They were all so awful!!!! arrgggghhhccchchhhhehheebbbebbyee. Really super bull ok.

Righttt so I know it's only the mid-year so what?!?! Learn from our mistakes but c'mon la they are so horrifying! sigh I think my heart has stopped beating. lawl
_

There were maggots in the F&N kitchen.

bye~

2008-05-11T08:39:00.006+08:00

you're not here with me

so i've to do a quiz tagged by WS. haha
and i realised that i've Dan's one to do as well! still pending hehe

i found out that there's no time to do any practising for my f&n 4 dishes
hahaha so ok i'm prepared to die on tuesday. :S but nevermind it's ok because luckily my dishes are easy to cook. hah. T.T

anyway, today the whole family is going to pay grandma a visit.
hehe, been a while since we last went to woodlands.

oh and i keep forgetting to say this!!!!!!!!!
the female cat gave birth to 2 new kittens. HAHA. ^_^

AND!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO

IBU!!!! mum.

LOVE YOU A LOT!!!! =DD

2008-05-10T20:29:00.005+08:00

And in a blink of an eye, it's Saturday today and it'll be Sunday tomorrow.
See how fast time flies. ya okay so what's the big deal. lol

Anyway! some shout-outs to some people,

To Hazlinda!
thanks for the stuffs! =D
it's nice of you and i feel bad for not knowing how to return back that 'nice-ness'. haha and they taste nice by the way! don't worry :) a no-problem and best of luck to you too!

To Jia wen!
don't worry too much!
things may not be what you think they are.
who knows they'll turn out fine later? haha so don't dwell on it anymore =D

To Dude! (LOL HAHA LOL -.-)
thanks for the......................................... hahahaahha!!
i know you read my blog btw XD
_

Thinking of posting photos tomorrow so yes please stay tune to it. whatever? hehe

Imma bad soccer fan (lol)
cos I've not been keeping up with the updates and progress grrr. So I got to know that Chelsea won Man U (league). hahahaah way to go!!! (i know i'm outdated -.-)
Then there's their final showdown tomorrow! (UEFA) haha lol hope Chelsea wins it! go and trash those devils. So yes in short, I'm sad and depressed that Arsenal didn't make the cut. hehe lol

Talked to Dad about music last night. haha random-cy
Then today I told him that I want to get an electric guitar.

me: ayah. i want electric guitar. next year buy one! haha
dad: next year? this year la. after i get my bonus. with the amplifier.

hahahahaah. Make sure he keeps his word!!! hehehe :)
So okay I know like..why the heck am I making him/my parents fork out his/their money to buy me/& brother the stuffs I/we want, whereas I/we should save and use my/our own money instead RIGHT?

Simply because I'm/we're spoilt. AWWWWWWW. HAHAHA. Ok no, there's a real reason behind it and I don't find the need to write it here. haha

Brudder wants to get GTA IV but I want to get Condemned 2.
Lol no bloody way is he going to get his game first la. cos I'm getting mine first, bitch :) muahaha!

And Mum cooked a pot of delicious sambal udang (prawns)! Spicy like hell. lol

Right. I'm feeling so motivated to start my MT revision and for other subjects too! wee

night.

To the sound of love

2008-05-08T16:53:00.006+08:00

People marching to the drums
Everybody's having fun
to the sound of love
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man the feeling of "get-this-done-and-over-with!" that I've been anticipating ever since the 28th of April is finally here. HEHE! *MYE has finally ended...*

So it's Marking Day tomorrow, which equals to no school ^.^
Following that, will be the yada yada checking-of-scripts shiate. bleah I can't be bothered with the results la. I guarantee plus chop that I'm not g'na score for any of the papers. YAY and I'll be like one of the lowest in class. That's okay it's alright! I'll live with it. LOL (the feeling of guilt for not studying hard and revising in advance is slowly creeping in) but like whatever. har har harr

But anyway obviously, school will be much more intense after this.
The thought of prelims and O's are starting to scare me. hahah

Last paper today was a breeze by the way.

blog more later!

:DDD

2008-05-07T16:26:00.008+08:00

LAST PAPER TOMORROW!!!

SONG BO??!?!!?

hahah! and by the way!

Did I mention that Chemmy paper yesterday suck squid balls? So did EL P2.
And today we had E-math paper 2 and F&N paper. E-math was okay, but still, not placing high hopes on it. But I'm drastically disappointed with F&N siol. haha.
I didn't remember WHATEVER I studied (I did study!). Something was bl00dy wrong with my brain. Think it's better to go see a doctor. argggh. I won't be surprised if I were to get A FREAKING SINGLE DIGIT for the paper. bleah.

I guess it's better to now dip my head into the bucket of ice lemon tea, which is currently waiting for me in the kitchen. lmao? T.T

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY DEAREST!!!!

MAY YOU LIVE A LONG LONG LONG LIFE!

HAHAHA :D

LOVE YOU A LOT!!!!! =DD

..

2008-05-06T13:01:00.003+08:00

HI!
Not supposed to be blogging today but...distractions... T.T

Ever wondered why I'm like so relaxed and giving that "heck care" and "don't bother" attitude towards this M.Y.E? No? Yes? I know you don't care. Argh I'm fed up with everything. Things just don't get absorbed into this pink glob of shit of mine. Even if they do, I'll just end up having mental blocks. naaaaaaaaa bbbbbbbeiiiii.

Maybe because now my mind is full of stuffs.
It's corrupted because dumb stuffs are now occupying it.
I've to make sure my brain is clear of dumb stuffs before sitting for the major exams. haha

Bye! Everyone's looking forward to 8 May. lol

-

2008-05-05T13:44:00.001+08:00

hey hey

felt like changing skin soooo, there. changed it.

the weather nowadays is a female dog. like hi, you're making me sweat like a pig every early-in-the-morning. (exaggerated) but you get what i mean, don't you. hah.

today we had E-MATH P1 and PHYSIC paper. no comments on both.
okay i find them relatively easy actually (ROLLS EYES). BUT if only i had studied harrrderrr. (ROLLS EYES AGAIN) whatever jannah, you're forever regretting this and that and "producing" many but-s. lolol hahah heh heh.

many things to blog down actually but i'll just cut this post short.
blog next time. (which is on either this thurs or friday) haha byeeee ;)

XD

2008-05-02T22:17:00.004+08:00

MT P1 and P2 today were yuck. nuff said.
Lunch with Atiqah, Bhavani and Hazlinda was fun. haha ^.^

Back home,
The lontong Mum bought turned out to be spoilt. no wonder it tasted so sour! tsk.

Got to know something and it BROKE my heart. honestly.
Dear God, don't let anything happen to them please?
But I hoping it won't turn out real. I mean, out of the so many numerous lots out there, why me? Why mine? Why them? It hurts me...

Okay anyway today was like a really nice day la.
Apart from the heart-breaking "piece of news", everything else was nice :)
Gotta tell Brudder about (something) either later or tomorrow hahaha

Mum asked whether I wna follow her and bro to ICA tomorrow.
Totally bad timing. Because one, I've got revision to do (suckssss) two, I wna accompany Dad at home (he'll be so lonely. hahaha) and three, I wna play with and accompany the cats 8)

I know I’ve got a friend up in the atmosphere,
and another reason not to fear the sky

useless post

2008-05-01T15:02:00.003+08:00

It's just so sickening to blog every day la.
hahahahaa

okay bye.

=D

2008-04-30T16:38:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's Labour Day! yay like yay. lol

Today I had GEOG paper and A-MATH P2. sucky suckyyyy argh.
I don't know what's up with me this year. I find all the papers I've taken so far sucky. yes, all.

Told Bro about (name). Ahahah eh brudder, he's darn adorable and handsome la :B you should fall for him too! hahah! ~_~

Okay let me just bring this particular point forward. STOP ASSUMING AND STOP MISINTERPRETING WHATEVER I SAY/BLOG. want to know anything, ask! haha sigh i don't know, maybe it's because i've got a "bad" record of always talking bad about people. now there's people* who ALWAYS think that i talk about them. hello, i rather talk about....something else. hahaha i can't be bothered anyway. read that, can't-be-bothered (: we will now take our own spaces ok. wooo

people who want to know what software i use to download my songs, i use limewire and frostwire. hahah lol. like you care -.-

oh yes yes! i downloaded the demo of condemned 2 yesterday!!!!!!!!! scream y-a-y. hahah but bl%dy sega, why make the demo soooo shorrrrt?!?!?! (just kidding). I'm so definitely buying the game la! hahah more games are up on da list! like silent hill 5, resident hill 5, ninja gaiden 2, rock band, gow 2, halo wars, etc etc. hehehehehe ^^

JY JY FOR REMAINING PAPERS!

crushing!crushing!crushing!
:D

=(

2008-04-29T14:42:00.003+08:00

HELLO! Blogging seems so yuck nowadays but I'll still blog anyway (:
Hahahaha because I know I have readers. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
I mean, it's really very appreciative la even though I may or may not like you. LOL

Let's see!! A-MATH P1, EL P1, SOCIAL STUDIES & MT LC ARE DOWN AND OUT! hahah. Don't ask me how the papers were. If you must know anyway, 2 words: Not Nice. lol. argh okay nevermind, it's over. Let's just concentrate on the other papers...

BYE!

I need a little good luck to get me by this time.

2008-04-24T16:39:00.005+08:00

will be back after the mids!
but maybe due to a bit of "leeway" (lol?), maybe i'll blog only on the weekends.
so yeah don't expect anymore frequent postings.

and dear madam, kindly please don't be too over-protective of your goddamnit forsaken child ok? i'm sure your child didn't feel anything sore about it. look at me somemore and i'll dig your damn eyes out.

random vid. the song grew on me. hahahah
electronicaaaa

(decided to search on the band after a visit from No-Race blog haa)

Best of luck to you my friend.

2008-04-23T17:10:00.008+08:00

C.Science SPA today was HORRENDOUS.
hahahaha. macam gini eh nak masuk science nye course my goshhh

I know nuts about the Physic part but I did attempt it. (all wrong haha) And for Chem, I didn't do any of the experiment except for the residue and limewater part. HAR HAR! I wrote down the answer (which is copper carbonate right? green compound always = to copper carbonate. issit? right right? lolol) and... worked backwards. It'll be a darn good thing if I managed to pass this.

If not, then lol this means that I've got to score well for the theory part then. AND HELLLL my coursework is not done yet. Don't know whether I'm the only one who's feeling this, but I think this damn coursework shit is making me neglecting all my other work!! SUCH AS, revision.

Don't talk to me about time management you little tweerp. I can very much manage my time well. -.- k not referring to anyone

Been not failing class tests so far! And man that is a good headstart, I guess? So now I need to venture out more, I need distinctions. I want them. hehehehee. =.= Found out that the COP of the course I wanna go is 10. TEN 10 TEN fxcking 10. LMAO SIA. dah lah aku takde cca hahaha

AHHH the only misery I'm facing now is whether to go Jc or Poly? I've no bloody idea. Too early to think ahead? Think again. We need to plan now dammit. Half of me wants to go jc but the another half of me wants to go poly. AND don't tell me this "follow what your heart says" cos now I think my heart has stopped beating. I'm dead like seriously cos I've yet to study for M.Y.E. HAHA. IMMA DISAPPOINTMENT hahaha lol just kidding

woo now I'm so much motivated to revise and study and study and revise! Because...
i'm wearing my favvvourite soccer team's jersey (hahaha lmao!), dad bought new 360 console! cos the old one is faulty sad, kitty is sleeping on my lap right now sooo cosy ah hahaha and something (hehehe th_n_s l__e)

bye!

some people need to know where they stand in my life. your that attitude is not bothering me at all. but please bear in mind that if you can do it to me, i can do it to you too. and you'll get double the price and treatment. TRY ME

2008-04-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

LAST!

All the best, in advance :]

Tongue-tied!

2008-04-21T00:32:00.002+08:00

DIE DIEEEEEEE
I'm dead meat. At least I think I am. haa
Too many things to do, but soooo littleeeeee timeeeeeeee!
I'm having this fear of not being able to cope at all.

But no. Thanks to someone who is there, encouraging me on and make me feel as though everything will turn out okay. Hehe thank you ah :') youmakemefeelalotbetterinsertssmile

Okay so anyway, THIS will be my last post for the week and it shall be a promise. *for real* Hahahaa I've this habit of breaking promises, so I'm trying to learn to not break them. lol

byebye

My feet are shufflingggg

2008-04-20T00:39:00.001+08:00

I'm in such a good mood now ^^
Because of dunnowhatthing. hehehehehe heh heh

F&N coursework is totally draining the energy out of me but nevermind! it's okay! I will hold on. Have to rush through it (i'm not gonna care about the quality anymore HAHA) and start revising for the mids! YES YES I've not started on revision yet. Anyway, Science SPA is on Wed (IS IT? yah should be. lol) I suck at Physic's experiments yuck. (I even had a 5 out of 20 for class experiment 3. hahahah). So hopefully I can do Chem's lol

I will not fall asleep...
I will not fall asleep...
I will not fall asleep...
I will not fall asleep...
I will not fall asleep...

Sheesh it's already Sunday technically. (12:19 am)

- - - - - -

Sotong sambal, or is it sambal sotong, is really nice. Especially when it's hot.
I've not been eating enough rice oh man. The damn last string of the guitar snapped *gasppppps* MY GOD it gave me a shock . -.- lol

1: Sssssssorrrrry it was seriously nice and sweet of you. But...give me more time? But no matter what, I'll always treat and "love" you as a friend. haha

2: Maybe, just maybe, I regret telling some people stories/gossips/secrets of mine and others'. I don't think anyone's worth my trust ~~anymore~~ fully yet.

?

2008-04-19T17:42:00.003+08:00

She's back again...
-.-

Heehehehehehehee I feel like giving some shout-outs to some people. But maybe now's not the time haha.

Talking about friends, I've got friends who don't like my other friends. like ttttthe f_ckkkk? I wonder why. My dear friends..., my other friends are nice people ^^ You just have to know them and talk to them and you'll know. Be like me, I don't don't-like people. Hehe I used to but not anymore. I'm living my life as it is. It's happier this way. And I'm not gonna care about all the bad negativities (such word?) in life. BIG BIG CHEERS

:)

P/S: My friendster is already dead. hahahaha so i'm sorry if any one of you sent comments but i didn't reply. lol

Say this sooner.

2008-04-19T12:32:00.005+08:00

F-k the negative things hahahahaha

Okay anyway, I sometimes wonder why I'm blessed with a brain full of intelligence and creativity BUT not towards studies/academic stuffs. Haha or is it just because I'm allowing myself to be that way? Good in other things but totally dumb blonde in studying.

So last night I stayed up to figure out how to insert the film into the 'polarbear'. hahah. The internet was a female dog and I couldn't be bothered with it anyway. lol. So yeah I tried and tried and tried and tried but still could not figure it out. WHEN SUDDENLY, 'something' told me to do something. And I did. And I inserted it. And and and... it was a success! A black cardboard came out hehehe it was sooo magical (c'mon. i'm a first-time at this. hahaha). So now, I've yet to have any inspiration as to take what shot with it.

So that's why I said, I can figure out how things work often. But when it comes to studies (especially E-math), I can't seem to figure out how the questions are done. But needless to say, I'm not dumb or stupid. This just shows that I'm unwilling to open myself up towards studies lol lol. So now I need to change it. Open up my heart for studies. -.-

EDITED
Haha I just took a shot and the film came out! Haha sooo cute and cool. It was just a test shot la. lol. But must remember to use it sparingly. Films are difficult to find now! hahahaha kk studying time ~

Me and You.

2008-04-18T23:19:00.001+08:00

Back from Speech Day! At 8+ just now...
Haha actually wanted to find kakis to eat with after that but don't know who to eat with. grr nevermind. But lucky there's food at home. Thanks to whoever bought the food. lol :]

Speech day was not bad. Duty was alright! Hahaha but somehow I felt like a loser throughout the whole event don't ask why. HEHE anyway I kept smiling while watching friends performing on stage and friends taking their deserved prize. HAHAHA I don't know why, maybe because Friends Are Love? hahahaha

Oh anyway today I felt as though I'm respected by friends/people. hehehehe don't ask why 'cause I don't know how to explain. But *being thick skin here* "everywhere" I walked, people bound to acknowledge (is this the word?) me. Okay la no big deal but here's the thing, people don't call out to me last time. 'Cause I'm so low-profiled but now things changed. I've become "so known". HAHAHAHA OKAY LAH JUST KIDDING. Being thick skinned here. But I think I've grown more approachable hahahaha kk chill

OH AND BTW FIONA CML, YOU ARE MISSED A LOT BY ME.
I missed the time we used to be together often. HAHAHAHAHA YUCK

So............my feet are aching like f. There are blisters, ya omg.
Reached home and Dad passed me my item! YESSS it arrived today! hehehe

So in short, I did cheer up today! Because of:
1. something (hehehehe but wasted the chance. sucks)
2. Friends and other random people
3. The arrived item

-.-

Your grass is diseased.

2008-04-18T11:00:00.001+08:00

Time: 11.00AM

Back from school! Early right? hahaha thanks to school's Speech Day later
But I've to go back to school by 3 later. Can't wait actually hahahaha

Had EL summary test and mine was so short. I'm so goddamn not gonna score for it. Had Chem test too and WTFH serves me right for not studying lah. It's easy actually, too easy but because of my ignorance towards it, I think I'm not gonna score for it too. BIG SIGH AH!!

I'm facing a lot of pressure right now. But I know I can do it, just have to force myself. Don't slack anymore la Jannah. Do you know how demoralising it is to see other people score well for their whatever tests/exams/blah blah? M.Y.E is so damn nearing and I've yet to start revising for any one of the subjects. Tell me, how am I gonna cram everything inside this pink glob in the skull of mine? Or maybe I can take another alternative and that's to prepare for the O's instead. It's a tad too late to prepare for the Mids actually... hahaha...

But nevermind, I'll try!!! I will try. I'll definitely try.

Maybe that's the reason to why I'm feeling down nowadays.
Hahaha not because of anything else, but because of studies. HMMM.

Heheheheh hope I'll cheer up later ^.^

I'm being missed by the wrong group of people?

Let your heart win?

2008-04-17T18:57:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooo hiii hiii hey wassuppp, changed skin for no reason.
Maybe because I am so feeling very down and depressed AND MAD AND ANGRY AND FURIOUS *continues cutting myself with a fork* that I need pills to suppress my emotions. I don't have the ability to control my emotions. I'm a loser, a failure... I allow my emotions to take control of my head. boo hooo :'(

Wasn't that a piece of cow crap? hahahaha T.T

Nowadays I don't really blog about what happened in school right.
Like friends' birthdays, thank-you-s to some people, blah blah blahhhhhhhhh~
Reason being because I don't feel like it. hahahahaha. dunno why -.-

byEeEeE.

PLEASE LET IT GO WILL YOU?

Realization's A (Female Dog)

2008-04-16T16:27:00.008+08:00

dumb photo lol lol haha lol

everyone's out and cats are sleeping. i've no one to talk to (since i abandoned my phone eons ago. hehehee) and msn is useless. therefore, the best thing to do now is to "talk" to my blog.

many things are going through my mind now.

like how i can't manage my time well and how i hate myself for being a phoney.
i miss my old me. i miss old me, being the one who doesn't care about what others think or do, who speaks through my hat all the time, who don't spill secrets to others, who...

but now............ maybe things have changed for the better, if not for the worst.
i mind a lot what other people think and say. it's not even my business but?
i no longer have the liberty to speak openly. (so to speak.) whatever i say, the words bound to hurt some others. andddd i'm a bad secret-keeper. i can keep things under wraps actually but i know i'll spill the beans to other random people after a few weeks. tsk

nowadays i just have this feeling to be all hypocritical.
idon'tknowwhy, i just feel like being a dissembler is nice. haha

so now i'm stuck in a conundrum (as in difficult problem/dilemma)
i've no idea what my future holds for me. everything look so unconfirmed.
how to have it confirmed then?? crap

i'm slackinggggg againnnnnn.
i'm hating myself for not being able to have the drive to do work and revision. sigh.

oh gosh i hate people making querulous comments. shuddup ok, shuddup. you people are what? trying to burst my eardrums ah.

and lastly, i tend to get antsy easily.

HAHAHAHAHAH

SORRY FOR THE BORING POST! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA

"anything that isn't won from open play does not justify a proper win"

Dear Lucian Dance Forever.

2008-04-15T18:10:00.007+08:00

It's undeniably weird how I often look forward to reading certain people's blogs heheheeee. I like reading people's blogs from other schools, and reading not-students' blogs. hahaha. Okay okay stop it, it's strange isn't it. And scaaaary, it's making me sound as though I'm a stalker. A stalker who stalks strangers. haa -.-

But serious speaking, I can learn many new words and nice phrases from strangers. Furthermore, it's high time for me to ameliorate my vocab and blah blah. English is sooo important ha-ha-ha. Another plus point is I can get to know new music bands and songs from them hehehehe and juicy hot gossips

MYE is damn nearing. And I still hate my place in Malay. It's so boring that I think I can just die on the spot if it gets boring-er and boring-er every minute. And some people are really so into their "not-serious-yet" mode that they forget that I'm half way into my "study" mode and I really need to concentrate well. Haha not targetting to anyone but yeah please just "work with me" and shut the hell up.

And to some: f.y.i. I'm not an quidnunc.
Therefore, I don't meddle in other people's business nor do I poke my nose into their matters. Same goes for this, I hate being in some "clique" which I don't feel like I belong in there. If I feel uneasy, isn't it obvious that I'll "take" myself out from there? Why should I even bother staying put and continue feeling so horrible and uncomfortable? So what's this shit about shunning me away? heheheheheee... I reckon you think I'm a snob. WELL maybe I am. But maybe no. hahahaha

I'd show you how to build your fences.

2008-04-14T22:27:00.001+08:00

HIII I feel so goddamn freaking super darn exhausted right now. (hehehee i'm not even a performer or what. didn't even walk here and there, yet i feel tired. hmmmm) Wondering why I willingly stayed back to watch the Speech Day full dress rehearsal with Bhaffffyyyy. LOL, which btw I think it's really lame of them to draaaaggg the whole rehearsal till 7.3o+. Hell-o, we students and teachers have loads of work to do. haha lol

Gosh I'm really feeling so worn out that I feel like putting my head on the pillow. Haha but d-a-m-n the homeworkkkkk arghhhhh.

I found out that I'm not much of a handphone-person hehehee
I've a hp but I don't even use it. HAHAHA and I still have the cheek to ask people to text me. -.-

Oh ya I watched Man Utd and Arsenal's match on Sunday night with Brother.
Alamak I tell you, I feel soooo f- up with Man U. TYCO SHIT LA THEY ALL GRRRRRR (referring to the dumb penalty given and the super lucky free kick goal). My heart ached a lot when the final whistle was blown. The Gunners could have won (sad).

OKAY LA I know you people don't give a shit about soccer, I knowww I knowww

I feel like owning a D.I.Y pinhole cameraaaa but ahhh no free time to do one. Maybe after the major exams? yeah. And I need a guitar pick, I feel so pathetic hahahahahahhh

f-you-ck tests' and exams' pressure and stress =(

I can feel the pressure.

2008-04-14T04:38:00.002+08:00

I think my craze over Paramore is back. hahahaha
I just realised that NO ONE knew about the band back then.
Like seriously lah (sorry if I'm being thick-skinned), that time (very long long time ago) I placed one of their song on blog and people kept asking whose song that was. lol -.-. And that time (very long too) I included "misery business" in msn nick and I don't think anyone knew that it's a song from them la. LOL I think it's because they have not release the song officially yet.

Okay anyway the point is: nothing
hehehe I just felt like typing rubbish. that's all

Currently doing coursework omfg it's super damn darn tiring.
Oh anyway I wasted my night yesterday, learning the song Pressure on guitar! hahaha hehehe hohoho finally self-learnt a new song. happy. -.- Now my thumb has a blister. I KNOW, who in their right mind uses their thumb instead of pick/fingernail to pluck? Hahaha that's why lah serves me right (as said by Bro and Dad). MAN, WHATEVER

Goodbye senoritaaa =.=

'Cause I won't stop holding on.

2008-04-13T09:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:

Happy International Friendship Day.

Brother and I started the day by getting totally drenched in the rain, even though this idunnowhatshisname guy shared umbrella with us. -.- thanks anyway to whoever that was haha.

Ok so I'm lazy to blog in details but one thing for sure, I think I'm screwed cos I forgot to see Mdm P for the consultation thingy. And oh great I didn't hand in my recipe list so I'm having this feeling that I've to bring my own ingredients for the next cooking practice. T.T

Today:

Had this damn weird yet clear dream. Dreamt about dumb things of the past. And just before I woke up, a voice (can't make it whether it's a woman or male voice -.- haha) said something (in malay actually lol) like "It's time to forgive her and forget about the past. Be friends again with her..." tsk tsk what an absurd dream hahaha

Ok so again, I'm lazy to blog about yada yada blah blah everything.

My FACE is BLOATED. Mum said it's because I slept too long. -.- too much water i think lolol. Hehe btw Dad said he's gonna save money, lots and lots of money, for some stuffs. wooo can't wait

- - - - - - - -

Most of my friends have completed their F&N O'lvl Practical. Hahaha somehow, I can't wait for my turn. hehehehe I'm trying to visualise mine. -.- Anyway, next week is going to be hectic, really hectic. With revision and what nots AND THIS TIME, I must not study/revise last minute. Last minute tactic doesn't work anymore. lol

F&N coursework's time...

YOUUUUUU

2008-04-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

Finally got the time to listen to music properly!
So happy la sooo happpyyyy

Music does a lot of destressing heheheh especially those kick ass songs

So anyway, I was searching for hiphop/rnb songs made into screamo versions and I found this,

HAHAHAHA so pretty lah the song. yay i love it i love it

I know it's not nice to you people at all. It's considered NOISY to some, like whatevahhh. But I lubbbb (it's "love", if you don't get tWiTzx language) this kind of music genre (please kindly f-you-ck "music is universal") hahaha so pretty and cute and interesting and so on...

Hahaha I've gone bonkers!

Maybe it's because:

1. Tomorrow's Friday OMG like finally right!!
2. FNN work is EVERYTHING (up to 'planning) due by next Thursday! EH DIE LA DIE LAAA
3. I've duty on Speech day AND I DON'T HAVE MY WHITES hahaha (okay actually i'm not sure whether i confirm have duty or not. -.-)
4. MYE IS AROUND THE CORNER. ohhhh shiateeeee

2008-04-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

The previous post sucks I know. HAHA WHATEVERZX

My life seems so "drastically depressing" but I BEG TO DIFFER, PLEASE~~

I'm stressed! Over so many things! yikesssss

You make my heart skip a beat :) -.-

Is it possible to change our destiny?

2008-04-10T17:57:00.000+08:00

Is it better to stick to one group of friends or to mix around with different people?

If you ask me, I'd DO BOTH.

So at times you may see me hanging out with my usual company (miss you guys like fish anyway hehe :D). Or you may also see me hanging around with some other friends which is a total new experience. Hehe different jokes and different stories sooo woooo ~

ANYWAY,
Just what the F-YOU-CK is the problem with some people? Yes sometimes I walk alone and I do things alone. So what does that mean? I'M A LONER? HELL NO YOU F-YOU-CKERS. Is it wrong for me to be a solo kia? Like what the hell lah, anyhow say me until liddat. SO LET ME NOW BE VERY EXTREMELY THICK-SKINNED LIKE AN ELEPHANT AND PUT THIS ACROSS: FYI I HAVE A GOOD SOCIAL CIRCLE. I HAVE MANY GOOD AND WONDERFUL FRIENDS. PEOPLE WANT TO BE WITH ME, EVEN THOUGH I DON'T ASK FOR IT OR EXPECT IT. THEY COME TO ME, NOT I GO TO THEM. BUT IT'S JUST THAT I DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO SPEND SO MUCH QUALITY TIME WITH EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. Happy?

So if you people want to say I've no friends or I've a fight with my friends hence I'm alone, just go and f-you-ck the pigs at the farm ok.

I'm sorry but people who make this kind of claims are just oh so pissing and very detestable. GRRRRRRRRRRR!

For all I know, maybe I've been (bad)talked by this kind of people behind my sexy back. (hahaha kidding about the "sexy" part).

SO AS YOU CAN SEE, NO ONE CAN BE TRUSTED.
Trust only yourself lah huh.

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WHAT A FAT HOPE!

2008-04-09T18:23:00.000+08:00

BEING SICK IS IRRITATING!
arrghhhzxzxzxchhhhheheheheheebye

Sorry if I undeliberately spread mine to some of you people? :O

I've this habit of wiping my mucus with my fave pillow hehehe. It became a habit la, I know it's a bad habit. Can't help it though! Oh geeeeeeez jeeeeeeeez my runny nose is annoying. Totally no mood to do work today actually but forced myself to join in laughing at the class's silly antics, and be focused on work. -.- But serious shit I wasn't paying attention during A-math and malay lesson at all. oh my f. I'm like a pretender right now, pretending to be fine and normal when I'm actually really sick. haha

My thumb became sore after strumming those damn (something) strings, which I hate a lot. Because of the missing pick, I've to use my fingers instead. go and die please

And did I mention this, something sickening happened during Malay. oh my gosh please god, save meeeeeee. T.T i'm like stuck between two (insert adjective) people. So horrible. Horrible so. no offence ah, no offence =.=

damn it, photos soon. my entries look so dry nowadays boooo

2008-04-09T16:15:00.001+08:00

HELLO

Love With Caution.

2008-04-08T17:52:00.001+08:00

why do you bother reading anyway? haha

Hey I'm feeling so sad right now because of so many damn things.

Yesterday felt really sick. By right, I've to go see the doc today but dot..... Cannot afford to miss school la. "Too many" MCs for the past months -.- Teared while studying for Geog test last night (haha really look like seeking attention but whatever O.O). But seriously lor, I allowed my physical and mental state of health to control me rather than my willpower. grr. (nvm if you don't get it T.T)

Obviously I "fought hard" to look and behave "normal" today. So if I were to say 'I'm sick' just now, no one would believe it la hahaha f. Confirm plus chop Geog test today was a gone case. yay -.-

Haiz so nowadays been having weird plus scary dreams. No big deal but they're annoying the fish out of me. I don't know whether any one of them could be a sign cause somehow or another, I think they're dejavu or some kind. (nvm AGAIN if you don't get it. =.=)

Got back A-math class test paper just now. SO DISAPPOINTING! Even though I passed, it's considered a "not good" pass lah. Careless mistakes cost me 5 MARKS LEH. 5!! Omg nvm if it's 1 or 2 or 3, but 5 is a lot. Grr nvm, should be contented with my marks no matter what right yay -.-

Brother talked about that giraffe bracefaced guy to me. hahahahaha so toot (NVM IF YOU DON'T GET IT RAWR)

At void deck just now met bjhfdbsjdbgja
I know you're not reading this but give it up la don't be stupid to wait you're not a dog

Don't know why but nowadays I'd get jealous over small things easily
It's a disgust I know. Jannah is so disgusting!!!!!

Some people are really LOVE.
They do silly, dumb yet funny, entertaining things to make me smile XD -.-

Reptilia.

2008-04-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

taking a break from studying. time check: 12.44 am :(

consumed too much milo i guess? haha i'm hungry. i feel like going down to 7-11 nearby and buy some snacks. sigh. okay anyway, i online-shopped just now and came across (something). one word came in mind just now: F-I-N-A-L-L-Y. wooooo. ah crap i'm still stuck on whether i want to buy that vivitar and that tee or not. LMAO.

talking about "stuck", i've really got stuck in many things.

1) FNN
2) REVISIONS FOR MYE (and O's -.-)
3) POLY OR JC

4) -something else-

time is running short. can't keep up with time at all. but if there's a will, there's a way. one step at a time. yes i CAN do it. hahahaha

hmm somehow or another, i'm having a bad feeling that SOME days ahead are going to be awful. just in case if any one of those days involve me, to myself: please be strong and remember that face must be thrown. hah.

MAY NOT BE BLOGGING FROM TUESDAY TILL THURSDAY. at least i will try to la. haha trying to control myself -.-

second time check: 12:55 am

Right where you want me.

2008-04-07T05:00:00.000+08:00

you have become a thorn in the flesh.
kau telah menjadi duri dalam daging.

-________-

my foot is okay already. haha it still hurts a bit but at least it isn't as bad as it was on friday. hehehe thanks dad! thanks mum!

watched arsenal vs liverpool match last night. IT ENDED UP AS A FREAKING DRAW. grrr i was hoping and wishing arsenal would trash them. hahaha but nevermind, the gunners, you guys are still love by me. i'm even wearing their away jersey now! woo see how much i'm devoted to them. haha.

one of my cats broke a glass. sad because mum scolded it. hehe nevermind kitty, i will never scold you one lah. love you and the rest! HAHAHAH.

oh i just realised i have a-math test tomorrow and geog test on tuesday. wondering whether there are any more tests T.T

supposed to go out to jurong point with mum today but... argh i'm in search for films for my polar bear! haha lol. and OMF, something's wrong with our x360 console!! FAINTS!! hope it'll get repaired soon. sad

ice-cream yogurt mango with coke zero is the love. haha lol lmao muahahaha

Once In A Lifetime

2008-04-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

Tell you people ah, it's nice to have best guyfriend(s). But once they turn their back on you and totally forget about you, that's the end of the friendship. In other words, people drift apart from each other. It's like one second, you are close to each other. But in another sec, you both experience some problems and thus leading to breaking of the goddamn friendship. Once both of you drifted apart, it's difficult to catch up. Don't believe it? TRY IT. You know what hurts the most? It's when you are actually forgotten by the so-called "best guyfriend". It's like you're not there at all but in actual fact, you are there all the time -- watching over the other party. But does the other party appreciate it? NO. What a life.

Hahahaha NO I'm not talking about mine but as I was bloghopping and friendster-ing, I saw cases like the above. Tsk-tsk, when will guys stop hurting girls? And in some odd cases, girls hurting guys? LOL LOL. -.-

And also how would you feel if someone blocks you? Or delete? HAHA PA THE TIC I tell you.

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So is this true? YOU ARE ACTUALLY LISTENING TO THE SAME BANDS AS I AM???? :O I'm in a state of great shock. LaughMyBallsOut. I hate it when songs which aren't supposed to be mainstreamed, are being mainstreamed. Let's just keep the profiles of the damn bandS and their songs low can? Now some of the songs I listen to are getting overrated. They have lost their "un-mainstreamed-ness". F! F! F! LMAO

DAMN, I don't feel special anymore boohoo :'( HAHAH!!

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Summarising today :

- I SPRAINED MY FOOT! It hurts like f. Can't walk fast and that sucks okay. Can't run or jog somemore. GRR! BTW sorry to those who were patient with me :( I know I walked very sssslowwww hehe. Suffered the whole day today with my hurt foot. Sheesh.

- Mr *** is so whatthehell la! My file was a failure, okay I know missing worksheets and content page (heee, you don't have to tell me personally, Teacher). Then I had to bring it home today and bring back to school on Monday. But I don't even think I'll be able to find those worksheets at home la. I have no idea where they are, man. LOL. Anyone willing to zap them for me? I SEE NO ONE'S NODDING THEIR HEADS. SEE?! Nevermind.

- Had fun in Mac with Atiqah, Mei bing and Wanie. Hahaha many stories were told. And whaaaat, a camera stuffed inside the vajayjay? Tsk tsk, gross. What's more(!), it's not handled by a medical professional. HAH. Bertaubat la sikit lol lol.

Erm okay? I think that's about it. Haha goodbye!

RANDOM
PHOTOS
SOON
.

Telling me to go but hands beg me to stay.

2008-04-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

Having the extreme sudden urge to put on braces! HAHAHAHAHAHA
Like it's gonna be a total hotness man. NOT saying that I'LL BECOME HOT la, but yknow, my set of teeth would look smokin' hot. OoOoOkay like you care... T.T

AND WOOOO my first cooking practice today was a success. My laksa is so yummy hahaha but due to the not-enough-gravy, the rice noodles became "bloated"(?) like what Kiat Lun said. LOL. So here I am, can't wait to have the second cooking session O.o'

Bloghopping is getting boring, people. Hahaha I know my blog is neither that exciting nor interesting BUT YET, there are some who keep coming back every time -- not once, but twice thrice and so on. YOU THINK I DUNNO AH. What a bunch of gAyLoRdZ. hah.

All my cats are currently having a ball of a time, sleeping. OOOHH YES IT'S RAINING JEW! (haha!) It's cooling, yes yes I can feel the chillness (-.-). I'm already tempted to go and sleep but I know I've to exercise self-control. D-A-M-N.

Dry and plain entries are the shit yohhhhz. Lazy to post photos la, please understand okay. KTHXBYE.

The pain is gone but the scar still stays.

2008-04-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

Wooo decided to change skin for no reason.

So sick of blogging about school, school and school everytime man. Hehe but anyway some "highlights" of today:

Because of this motivational talk by this Dr William Tan, we had to be in school at USUAL time. BOOO 'cause school usually begins at 8.25am every Wednesdays. But today, at 7.25am GRRR. And believe it or not (believe laaa), I actually slept during the first earlier parts of the talk. T.T LOL. Anyway I kind of feel inspired by him, somehow. hahahaha

OKAY so today I wanna congratulate Aung Htet for FINALLY decided to wear under____ instead of his usual b*xers. HAHA I ACTUALLY BLOGGED ABOUT THIS. MUAHAHAHA. And okay boyo, maybe I'll set a date where you and the rest of the company may come to my house to play with my pussies. HAHAHAHA SOUNDS SO WRONG!! LOL I mean, CATS la.

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Dan and I seriously think that we both should be in the creative writing workshop thing. EH my command of English is good ok? hahaha maybe not, but like argh, the self-study thing (the neutral ones) is really so goddamn shitty boring! I've like no one to talk to. Boys are typical, they are always in their own world. Like who's gonna care about ME. hahaha. And for the girls, not close to any of them. Like waaa anti-social liddat. haha yea yea whatever. What's more, Dan and Atiqah are next-door group, boooo. Which equals to, cannot communicate with them. DUH.

My stomach muscles are still aching :@

2008-04-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

seriously eyecandying/crushing on someone is so nice and fun and interesting and retarded. hahahaha!!! i feel like laughing everytime i think about it. so yes we should eyecandy and admire people from far, if not near :] no fun if you get into a relationship la. damn the "commitments" and stuffs. muahaha lmao maybe that's the reason why i re.... -? okay whatever. heee.

want to post pics actually but lazy to do so. so yah too bad then.

i have the urge to buy these 'toy' cams: supersampler, vivitar, holga panaroma
have the money la duh (cheyyy hah) but seriously should i?! FISH THE URGE, i tell you. help me man, should i buy them? haha then will experiment with them after the O's! and yesss i've yet to buy my P- films. grrr jurong point have or not ah? -.-

oh so anyway Joel today showed me a photo of his CHIO guitar. hahaha it's interesting to see him learning things fast la. i mean, for me until now, i still don't know the chords!! it's like today i "learn", tomorrow i forget. f. u. haha. nevermind i will persevere... because after that confirm i'm gonna upgrade it to electric. haha dream on bitch. lol.

hmm let's see.. i've many things to buy la!! so i told dad and mum that they should give me $$$ during the june 'hols'. hehe.. and also some cash from my own bank la duh. i need a digi cam please. i need one which has cool functions and great megapix. arggggh and i need a new phone too. preferrably, a walkman type. hahaha. ohhh wheee i love the mp3 player that Bro won. kind of a "belated gift" for me. but in the end, we decided to share it. it's really very cute. haaa.

i'm showing no interest in buying any apparels! LOL. (okay it's a joke. of course i'd like to buy some tees and whatnots). and ha-ha-ha, i'm feeling so tomboyish nowadays. like i'm not into girls things but guys things. like what? LIKE XBOX 360 GAMES! HAHAHAHA. omg seriously i'm like a game fanatic la. currently, i'm bugging Dad and Bro to buy me new games... especially that bl00dy Condemned 2! grrr so slow la they release it. hahaha. awaiting for more new games whee wheee... so fun. i'm feeling so high just by thinking about it. HAHA!

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today had napha. sad la my result stink but nevermind, as long never fail can already i think. haha. feel so nice going home in P.E attire. hehehehe.

OH ANYWAY I FEEL SO BORED DURING MALAY LESSONS. SITTING IN BETWEEN OF THOSE TWO IS REALLY MAKING ME FEEL SO BORED. NEVER TALK, CANNOT TALK. HAHAHAH. SOMEONE, PLEASE HEAR THIS PLEA OF MINE AND RESCUE ME! hahah what crap.

long seh this post. bye. congrats if you read from top to bottom :)

2008-03-31T17:41:00.000+08:00

i guess my attitude towards some people sucks. seriously, i'm sorry. but i dunno why i'm feeling so indifferent towards you guys. i'm asking myself every day and i still cannot get the answer. mind answering for me?

Had late lunch with A, A.H, B, J, N and W. (try figuring who is who. hehe :x)
But BOOO all of us weren't really in the mood to "talk". Like as in, joke around and get hyper. haha. What has school done to all of us, you tell me? O.o

At some point of time there, wah lao eh my mood suddenly changed. HEHE! BECAME SO GODDAMN HAPPY! Happy as a lark siak siol sial. hahaha ohh shuddup.

So I'm not telling you guys what's the thing I got damn happy about :P
Told Brudderrr about it woooo so happy la so happy la. ^^. But okay la I was feeling a bit sad at the same time. nvm, nvm. heeee.

Gonna have a quick dinner after bathing later. And it's homework time!
Fish FNN LAH. So tiring ;'(

hey dude you're so hot you're so nice you blow my mind :D arrghhh why why

2008-03-31T07:08:00.000+08:00

HEHEHE
WHY SOME PEOPLE THOUGHT THAT ME AND MY CLOSE FRIENDS ARE NOT ON GOOD TERMS?!?! -.-

WE STILL ARE. WE ARE STILL VERY CLOSE AND IN TACT AS EVER.
OH DAMN IT STOP ASSUMING THINGS OKAY. DON'T LET THAT "TAG" MISLEAD YOU PEOPLE. LOL LOL.

LOVE MY CLOSE FRIENDS. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE :), GIRLS AND BOYS (LOL!!)

2008-03-31T05:09:00.000+08:00

Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you...

The people in my house are sadistic.
To think I'm living under the same roof with these sadistic people. HAHAHA

Work has just killed 80% of my braincells. OH WHY.